gonna miss me

Monday, October 11, 2010

Same qns i've been asked in a year! Didn't expect that. Wanna know what's the qns? 'What is it about me?'

Two different person, but same qns. Cool uh!

Well, the ans is....

' You're there when i need a shoulder to cry on, for me to share everything. When i'm sad/down, you make me smile/happy. You make me feel alive when i feel like a dead person walking at work. Easily said, you're totally there when i need someone and I appreciate that. '

I feel so happy when i read back all those msges that we send to each other,

I really miss it..those 'hubby and wifey'

i really hope that we can still do that. But what's the point, when you already had someone else in mind, right?

Okie...now i need to move on from here. No point feeling hurt, heartbreaking or whatever when nobody care bout how i feel.

If you're reading this, i just wanna say:

THANK YOU for those happy moments

and

GOOD LUCK in your new relationship.

IMY, my ...

Thursday, October 7, 2010

It's better to be a human without any feelings for the opposite sex!!!

Wednesday, October 6, 2010

I'm feeling so hurt right..not only hurt, it's heart breaking! Whenever I have feeling for someone, that someone either attached or have feeling for other girls. Please tell me WHY?! I was so happy when you told me that you're single. I was waiting and waiting for you to ask me out. But in the end, you already found someone new. And yes, i think i know who. I kinda regret to not saying yes to you earlier on cause I'm waiting for you to tell me that you're single. Cause when you express your feelings towards me, you're still attached, so i can't simply express my true feelings for you.

Thank you for being there when i need someone.

Wednesday, September 29, 2010

OMG!!! I miss someone...but it's a NO NO. I can't be missing that someone..

Argh...I'm going crazy! But i seriously miss that someone.

First i start to miss all the msges, now...the short talk and tease :(

But i need to throw away this feeling, i can't have all this feeling. SAD but still NO NO!!!

Friday, September 17, 2010

Went to see doctor that day due to my back pain.... but ended up, my doctor told me to go for blood test... terkejut sekejap aku. Well, doc kata my 'old friend' dah datang balik. Haiz, ade aje yang tak okie. Back pain belum baik2 lagi. Well, i don't want to take blood test cause i'm scared of needles!!! Tak nak pergi tapi i'm feeling very very weak. Mcm mane nie!!!!

oh oh, gonna upload raya pics soon!!!

Monday, August 30, 2010

I just realise that my post in the month of Aug is full of sadness. But seriously, this year is not my year. Every month, i will have a problem. I'm hoping all these problems will go away as soon as possible.

Dear friend, i know i did a mistake towards you before. I'm really sorry bout that. And also, i know that you're not the type that love to hold grudges towards other. But why now, i feel like as if you giving me a cold treatment? I feel so uncomfortable whenever i wanna talk to you, i'm trying my best here to clear eveything away. And i hope, you still accept me as your friend.